Help me win a contest??
https://instagram.com/p/0oPKsCTdKh/
If you could click and like my IG post, it would really mean a lot to me! This is the first time I’ve participated in a contest and I am trying really hard to win!
Thanks a lot :-)
Dream big or go home!
The heart wants what the heart wants, but his heart didn’t want me very much. From a scale of yes to no, I am just a ‘meh’. You know something though? I am actually used to being just mediocre. But it’s okay! I will meet somebody someday who will love me for me and my past and he will see my faults as beauty and he will look at me with a mesmerised expression all the time and he will never get tired of my antics, no matter how ridiculous or divalicious. He won’t care about how much I drool when I have my retainers in; he won’t care about how much I cry about everything; he won’t care about how much I worry and stress over small details of miniscule things. He will just love me and anything he thinks he hates, he actually still loves. I know that this is every girl’s dream, but I am also a girl and this is my dream. And I believe that it is possible to find somebody like this, I just have to discover this gem of a person. Anything can happen, right?
Why am I even here right now ..
This past weekend was the first that I did not care about you at all, and it felt really great. All I needed was to be drunk and/or stoned out of my mind. It was really nice to not have to care about anything, not even about what happened when I returned to reality. But that was a lie, because I care a lot. At least I am trying to. You see, I am trying really hard to come up with reasons why people are given life at all. Humans really did not have any purpose in life originally, unless we were put here to destroy the planet slowly and then suffer with it until we become extinct. I think we are all just a part of some game that some immortal person created when they were bored. The whole purpose of the world is to try and make it a perfect place. But what would be perfect? When we tried to make the world more habitable, it turns out that all of our attempts were horrible and that we are actually killing the planet instead. Now, we just work on trying to fix our mistakes. So is our purpose as humans to teeter-totter the balance between a nice, habitable place and a perfect, deteriorating world?
